I have mental health issues but don't have a CPN as my issue are not as severe as schizophrenia, i receive ESA and DLA. I left my old flat because of harassment from an ex boyfriend. I have 3 police records and have been attending women's aid for a year who have wrote me a supportive letter. I am up to date with my bills and rent.

When I moved here a year ago I was sent a renewal letter for my ESA. I am in the work related activity group now from support group. My doc here when I asked him for a letter said ''You're fit for work now!'' it took me by surprise as he'd asked me no questions about how i was feeling, and my response was ''There are no jobs!'' he said ''that's not the point'' looking back I wish I'd said ''excuse me? are you asking me or telling me that I am fit for work?'' I feel angry as he's the head doctor and I probably won't be given any support from them now. Although I've seen a few other doctors since then who were nice.

The council asked me if I have a CPN, they seem to think I have but I haven't and I'm sure they'll discover I don't in time. I have housing support coming round at the moment who are communicating with my housing worker and I've registered on the housing register. I just wish they'd tell me if they're going to support me or not?! my housing officer did ask me to send her a copy of my passport yesterday, but what does this mean? I'm supposed to be out by the 11th December. I feel suicidal.