Today when I was driving I just thought to myself I wonder what would happen if I just drove into that wall. I wasn't thinking about killing myself but I just felt apathetic about driving into something. Is this depression?? Or am I just screwed up?
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No, I don't think you're depressed. These thoughts can visit anyone and I would say they are quite normal. We are humans - we often wonder about bizarre things. And your apathy could have been boredom as such thoughts mainly occur when one is bored. I imagine driving a car is not exactly like riding on a rollercoaster in a theme park, so there is a big chance that it was just your mind behaving normally. Seriously, we often wonder about such scenarios, if you don't have any symptoms of depression, it's normal.
