Why is this happening??

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Basic info: Depression
                  PTSD (Post traumatic stress disorder)
                  BED (Binging eating disorder)
                  I have low-self esteem
                  I get suicidal time to time (I&rsquo;m not suicidal right now. So please, no lectures about suicide)
                  I&rsquo;m a self-harmer (Cut mostly. Please no lectures about how cutting is bad and what not, I know)
                  Bipolar 1
                  Anxiety and panic disorder

Here&rsquo;s my question:
I&rsquo;m under constant stress. Since Sept. 27th of last year (Almost lost a family member) everything got worse. My depression reached new highs and my anxiety has gotten to the point were I can&rsquo;t leave my house. I have to force myself to even get out of bed. It has gotten really hard to live with a sick person in the house. To the point that I don&rsquo;t know if I can handle it anymore. (NOT suicidal) I&rsquo;ve noticed, for the past few days I&rsquo;ve been only eating 700 cals or under. (I&rsquo;m NOT restricting on purpose) Can this be because of stress, depression or what else?? I&rsquo;m really worried that I might develop Anorexia unintentionally. Because I developed cutting that way. 

Bonus info: I am seeing a psychologist/therapist (1x a week 1 hr)
                   I workout 3x a week (Cardio 15 mins and bodybuilding 1 hr)
                   I go to school (4x a week 4 hrs)
                   I go to work (3x a week 4-8 hrs)

*PLEASE NO RUDE COMMENTS, RELIGIOUS COMMENTS, or LECTURES 

Thanks

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i see your point but its better you have more visits to the therapist at least 2 times a week you may also wanna refferal to the nutritionist for your disorder mabe a support group with others that have the eating disorders that  they didn't bring on themselfs  will help you get back on track with your eating  get some walking in yes all this that you are going through can be caused by yourself and other emotional problems you may have depressional anxiety mabe bipolar issues only you can help your self plus talking to god  the things i say aren't comments they are to help you

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Hi ! Yes this is depression. You are under depression, but the thing is that you need to find out that the reason of your depression. Talk to your friends and family. Nobody is giving you lectures on suicide because you know how wrong is that. Every problem has a solution and in your case, you need to find the reason first and then go for solutions, find the past event that has triggered you and you are in depression. I know an energy healer Mahendra Trivedi, he helped my friend from overcoming depression, he is now happy and nothing can trigger him. You may check on him also.

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