She's been ignoring me since yesterday because I hung up on her for the first time. Yet she hangs up on me all the time.

I had a panic attack last night because she wouldn't answer me when I need help.

(I'm 26, btw, and live alone. She lives half an hour away, but I'm still dependent on her because she never taught me anything)

We fight constantly. She's told me to kill myself twice. She's told me she wishes I would die. I could honestly write a book on all the mean things she's said and done to me.