I know we all get our gifts. I also know that not everyone understands or believes in what I believe. But for those that do understand and believe, please help... I don't know if I am going crazy( even tho I have been told by numerous others that I'm not) and if I'm not crazy then why is this happening to me? Yes I get that it could be my gift but it's been nothing but pain. And if I mention it to anyone especially the one causing my survival alarm( that's what I have always referred to it as) to go crazy. Then I just get told I'm making it all up and belittled. Please I need someone to talk to and guide me please.