I have never felt like I was person. Ever since I was little I have wondered where I come from and I'm not adopted. I'm not depressed and I never have been. I don't have a personality, I either mirror the emotions of those around me or I shy away from them. I haven't been abused, my parents love me and I have good friends. I also have never seen things as other people see them. I don't feel human. Why do I feel this way.
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You probably have a call of God on your life and you won't feel right until you know the God that created you.
Briefly, I grew up shy and exhibited some of the same things that you have expressed above. I went through some things in my life. It wasn't until I started to seek God that my life began to change. Your situation is not that unique, you see.
My suggestion, love the God of the Bible. Yearn to know Him. Talk to Him out loud (that is what prayer is). Tell Him that you want to know Him. Buy yourself a Bible (try a New Living Translation - it is the one of the easiest to understand). When you are talking to God ask Him what church to attend. If you are young, tell your Mom and Dad that you would like to attend church and ask them to take you. Tell them what you expressed above and that you believe that Jesus is the answer.
Jesus died for all of your sins, sorrow, hurts, and any emptiness that you may feel. He wants you to feel connected to people...His people. People who will love you for who you are. People who are not judgmental. People who will not look down on you when you express what you did up above. People who will truly love you.
Check out www.worldrevivalchurch.com for some inspiration and see people who have had their lives changed by the power of God. Yes, God is real and He really wants to help you and love you and prosper everything you do, but coming to Him doesn't come cheap. You really have to want Him.
Best wishes to you. I hope that you decide to seek Jesus. It is the best decision that you could ever make.