what ever i do is not for me its for people to notice me even my family doesn't know i exist unless i give them something to remember about me and that only gets them mad at me they never are happy with me i am always a disappointment to them. I can never truly be myself i don't even know who i am anymore
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Do they really dislike you? Are they really ignoring you? Maybe you need to be better. I hate being pushed around or hurt. I feel like nothing. My sister got into tech (high school) and they want me to be like her. So I feel the same way. What I do is i tell my closest family member or friend and we talk it out and I end up being happy! If this is not the case, what is? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME!! I LIKE TO HELP!!!!!!!!!
The most important thing to remember is that your family do in fact love you. If you are having issues you may want to seek some kind of counseling or therapy, a confidant for your anxieties and problems.
You should never feel pressured into doing anything just to appeal to or appease other people, even your family. What is important is that you find something good in your life to be passionate about, to follow that passion and do it for yourself - because that's what you want.
As I said though, you do sound like you're having a lot of issues with anxiety, and may require at the very least some form of counseling from a licensed therapist. Also having a close friend or relative that you can confide in would help.
Failing that, it may be helpful for yourself to keep a written journal or diary for all your thoughts and feelings.