In a volleyball game I only play a little in first set and third set, not second. When I serve good she take me out and put a different player and serve bad. I'm good at hitting also but still put me out and but a different player. Every time on the third set I play little and put a different player when is 15-15 (not every time with 15-15) and we lost. Playing a little means nothing to me. Practice and a game are different. Every game we lost I want to cry because of playing a little. And I do cry. I cry at the car and at home and say to myself, " what did I do wrong? I did good. But WHY?." My mom told me the players parents (3 or 4 parents) say to to my mom "she plays good." I want to quit. I can't give up but I want to. This sport is my life!!! Don't give me a really small answer. I need a good answer. Quit or not quit? I think the coach is scared because we're going to lose because of me. We do have practice but we mostly run. Like 5 or 8 laps around the gym. We call the ball, hit, serve, and play. I did good too but still this and that. What do I have to do? Play more harder till she likes me or this sport will be a goner to me? I also have anger inside me because of her (coach)! Maybe is that anger or no anger. And I forgot. When I watch the girls play in the second set I want to cry too. I have tears in my eyes and try to hold them.