I cant stand people. Everone wants to hurt me even if I dont know them.right now I am in summer school.well to make it short I have to pay for a lost book that I turned in on time in order to graduate I am seeing a therapists and was doing good until now this situation is bring me back to how I was I cant trust nobody they all want to hurt me what can I do right now I feel like hurting someone anyone before they hurt me I have zero friends everyone doesn't look at me and when they do its with hate or something. They make me feel like an outcast or a monster I smile and look happy but still the same am I ugly cause the girls never like me I want to cry but I cant show them my weakness I cant leave school I want to be alone but cant help