I cant stand people. Everone wants to hurt me even if I dont know them.right now I am in summer school.well to make it short I have to pay for a lost book that I turned in on time in order to graduate I am seeing a therapists and was doing good until now this situation is bring me back to how I was I cant trust nobody they all want to hurt me what can I do right now I feel like hurting someone anyone before they hurt me I have zero friends everyone doesn't look at me and when they do its with hate or something. They make me feel like an outcast or a monster I smile and look happy but still the same am I ugly cause the girls never like me I want to cry but I cant show them my weakness I cant leave school I want to be alone but cant help
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Hey(: It's OK! It's not only you, believe that. Lots of people go through it.It's not going to last for ever though. Sometimes in situations like that, you just to hold your head high and keep it stepping! Your not on this earth to please people. Your life goal isn't to make sure every body loves you. Even though it can feel lonely at times, you just have to find were you fit in Don't force yourself into groups or friendships just because. Let them come on their own. Your an amazing soul. Don't let ANYTHING, ANYBODY tell you any different. Ive learned that there are people all around that will always recognize your flaws and not your beauty. But tell you what, you will ALWAYS be perfect, for the heart that's meant to love you. Sadly there are going to be a time and place where someone finds something "wrong with you", but that thing that's "wrong with you" is just one more thing that is perfect to the heart that is searching for you.In everyone else s eyes, you may be to big or to small, to weird or to annoying, to loud or to quiet, but to those who are MEANT to make a permanent mark in your heart, your perfect to them. In fact...I love you(: JUST because! <3