It has been about a year, they were emotionally abusive and threatened me with physical harm. I just really miss them, and I have also had vivid dreams of them dying and it is scaring me.
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Of course you have some emotional attachment, they were there as you grew despite the abuse but in reality you may just be longing for some friends or parental figures. I'm pretty much talking bluntly because I have no knowledge of how it was for you during those times you had with your parents.