I used to be skinny at around 100 lbs and unintentionally got a little chubby from eating unhealthy and weighed around 130. I liked I wasn't just skin and bones anymore and barely had a bulge of fat. I gained a little bit more without relising it and enjoyed my slightly large buldge of fat (150 lbs). I started to wear more revealing clothing as I got fatter like bikinis and crop tops because I loved the way I looked. I put on 30 lbs intentionally to see how it would feel. I really enjoyed it. Know I weigh 200 lbs. I want to know why do I enjoy getting fatter and looking at my belly all the time. Why is this?