I was diagnosed with a mental disorder which pretty much deprives me of enjoying life and to do the things I've always wanted to do.I always thought I'd be successful and happy but I'm not.So everytime I see such people I get filled with rage and jealousy because i feel like I've been cheated out of having some sort of normality.I don't want to continue doing this,how do I accept my illness and stop belittling others hard work and achievements so I can feel good about myself ?.P.S-I've been to therapy but its not working out.