I feel like im bored sad I remember trying to watch funny utube vids to have a laugh I tried today and it didn"t I feel as sadness sorrow is looking over me I live with my family I smile to my parents but I walk back to my room having a plain look as if I were a kid who doesnt smile at all I just want to know whats wrong its summer and im going to 7th grade is it school? My dad just got out of jail about a year ago I was happy but now just a pitful kid with nothing to do im going to try to get a girlfriend to cheer me.up I want to take care of her maybe I will be happy then.