I dont know why i feel left out all the time but i always feel backed up into a wall and that no one cares about me any more because i am depressed and i just want to be left alone and i most of the time i dont want anything to do with anyone but that does not mean that they should put me into a wall and pretend that i am not there because one of these days something bad could happen and i would not be here anymore and that would not be easy on them. so i have no idea what to say other than that