I am thinking about getting married this summer. We were planning for July 5th. Everything was pretty okay until I ordered the dress of my dreams and then found out it's not available until after that date. Now I'm feeling overwhelmed and just not motivated to plan or do anything.
We thought about postponing the wedding until later in the summer or next year, but now I'm just not looking forward to it or wanting to plan for anything. I can't even make up my mind as to when to do it. Is the dress just an excuse for something else? Do I just not want to get married? You'd think I'd be excited because I've wanted to be married for years now, before I even met my guy. Also we are going on a big trip and eloping in the carribean, you'd think I'd be excited I'm just feeling numb and avoiding everything. What's wrong with me?
