... father lives here with us. He doesn't help at all with the kids. I have a two year old and a newborn baby. he only brushes my two year old teeth sometimes. Don't gave him a bath don't make him things to eat I have to do everything with both kids. Especially the baby. The baby had bad gas where he would cry all night long n I use to be up. Currently im not working. My children's father comes with money sometimes. He's not working because he has two felonies and it's hard to find work but he tell me go find work when he can't take care of the kids properly and I'm scared to send the kids to day care. I am very paranoid. So I am cery scared about making anyone watch my kids. No one has ever watched them except me. I have not had a job ever in my whole intire life and I suck at interviews I feel so dum and start to studer. Making money was from doing hair and makeup but now I can't do that because of my aunts friends moving in. The living room is hers. Now that's she's here my kid can't run around or play like the usual and there's lots of tention. I don't think my grandmother even want me here. IM stuck in a room all day all night don't go out. My children's father is always out and comes home in the morning everyday. Sleeps all day n goes out in the night. One months he loves me up n when we get into it he makes me feel bad bout myself and calls me horrible names. I keep thinking if jail had something to do with this because he doesn't respect me. And everytime he's in the house he's always texting non stop. But if he's outside and I text him while he's out he takes long to text back or doesn't text at all. I'm so stressed out to the max with my house because I need to get away from my family who doesn't give a shit bout my life and away my child father. I feel because I'm not doing anything with my self he looks at me a lazy and compares me to other girls. There's a friend who told me I can move with her but she in another state. She would watch the kids while I work. Then she told me when I come to get on food stamps but I don't know if that will mess me up in the future. Would the government take back money from me? Idk what to do. My son loves his dad but I can't do it anymore. I just keep thinking about how far it is n my kids dad will miss them. Idk what to do because I'm so stressed to even think