Me and my ex was together for 2 years. He got many female friends which never amused me after an incident that happened where his best friend confessed that she loves him and he gave a neutral response like if he was able to marry her too..he would've done that. That got me annoyed..which eneded up in a big fight and he assured me he said that only to make her feel alright coz she was miserable back then. And i decided to give him another chance coz he was everything i need.but i used to worry that i can't have him fully as my best friend. .and i always wanted my bf to be my bff! But then i let it go and was happy with him knowing that he loved me. But still he used to contact his female friends. .and i dint have much of a problem. The fact was i was really possessive about him which he liked . By then i finished my school and flew abroad for my further studies.
I was desperately alone there..first time away from my family and him so i was kinda stressed out and i found in his mail that a girl asking him which dress she looked good on along with her photos wearing them! And without any second thought i broke up with him though i knew he was the one..but i really couldn't afford to share him.
i became really good friends with this guy in my college and we are best friends..and when he proposed me i accepted out of loneliness may be. Its been 10 months since then and 3 days back my ex messaged me telling how much he miss me and stuffs and told that he ll never get over me.
i have the same feeling too and i realized that when he texted me..it is like nothing has ever changed and i get this urge to get back with him.

But the guy back in college is my best friend and i am afraid if i should break up with him or if he is the right one for me.confused! Moreover he is my best friend and i dnt wanna lose him because ..he was there when i broke up..and i was happy with him though in the back of my mind i knew i loved my ex.

I have no idea where this is gonna end up coZ..i can't stop talking to my ex since 3 days..i see the regret in his talks.even i regret for the sudden decision i made.it was out of stress.
But everything of this ll hurt my best friend and that scares me.

Its been one year since the break up and we both are not over each other.
worst. ..my exams are coming up next month and i m screwed.
I need help!!