Hi. I have problems talking to people I don't know what it is I've had social anxiety forever and never have friends or talk to people ever since I dropped out of school and became homeschooled. I've tried pills anxiety treatments from doctors they don't work. I don't get anxious when talking to people like my heart doesn't race I'm fine. Its just that when i try to have a conversation my mind blanks out and I don't know what to say and it becomes awkward. I don't know when its the right thing to say andi never go out anywhere. I've had alcohol and I'm not going to day I rely on it bit but it made everything easier. I was more outgoing confident and never was uninteresting. I just want to know if their is a remedy for this maybe a bezo pill like xanax ? I'm not getting better. I mean at work its fine but I'm miserable and always bored . I just want to ease up and be more outgoing someone please help. I'm 17 btw