Hello,
was in a ldr ( only 2month, from end of dec march) : things were great and movig fast ( with all nice words) whe shared private things abut us, our life, we even said i ove you , met him for the first time a week end only ( we had sex btw, i felt like it was the right time) but was also clumsy ( i wasn't perfect ) .. but i did show him a lot of attention , i was pretty sure that we would keep this relationship growing but when i came back home - in different country , he's in us - , i was the one who contacted him ( to let him i was home safe) and then had very good occasions to contact him , i did't contact during week - only on sunday, ( when i tried to understand , coz i deserved honesty) ..he said that the negative comments overweighted the positive ..then i aopologized and didn't want to hurt him and then he told me that he has confidence issue ...It's been one month without seeing him on skype , he 's withdrawing i know ...he told me he has to overcome his issues and don't know when of if he will manage it ...but he put me out of his life ( he responded though , but no feelings in emails)
He's in my contact list on Skype , Do you think I removed him from my contact list ? Should i wait more ? ( for weeks , first week with some contacts coz of course didn't guess what happened) then i realized and sent him sporadic message just on occasion , the whole week without message ,i apologized, reassured him that he's a nice guy, that i still love him - i shouldn't probably - i told him that i was lucky when i was around , i wanted to boost his ego and his confidence ...but it's hard to see him on my contact list
i feel hurt but at the same time, don't want to cut of any chance with HIM