Hi, so I wanted to do something special for my guy friend for his birthday but the thing is that in last few years we did not really contact with each other. When we were young we were extremely close then I moved to another country so did he. Since then we did not really get to contact with each other but then last year through our mutual friend we got to know about our whereabouts. So we started to get in touch through online. Still we were quite awkward with each other yet I started to have feelings for him. But I think for him I am only an ex-best friend? So this year for his birthday which is going to be in few days I want to do something very special to him. *note that we live in different countries* Though I want the gift to be somewhat like a letter or something like that. If it were to be a letter then what kind of letter should it be? I mean like what should I write to him? or have any other ideas? Please help me! Thank You! :)