Okay so basically myself including five other girls are all a group of friends, we would go out with each other at the weekend, have lunch together at school etc (im going to change the names in this story just for personal reasons) So two girls in our group, Zoe and Megan are lets just say the "group leaders" everyone does what they say, we go were they want, it's basically all about them. I was talking to one of my other friends in the group yesterday her name is Claire, we were just talking about how we feel awkward around them and that we are always scared to say how we feel as we worry it could hurt them in some way that it would start a huge argument, don't get me wrong I love all of the girls but sometimes I just feel like we're not really 'best friends' at all, should I say say something to them or should I just leave it and carry on the way I am now?
I really do not know what to do as zoe and Megan could easily turn all my friends against me if I stood up for myself and told them how I felt, for example a few weeks ago I got this braclet that zoe and Megan were taking about getting, I ended up getting it before them and when I wore it out one night Zoe turned around to me and mentioned that I was wearing the braclet then she turned around to Megan and said how 'funny' it is that we said we were going to get it first and now everyone has it, like wtf?!? Am I suddenly not aloud to buy what I want just because they said they wanted it first, it really annoys me and I feel like I let myself down every time something is said as I don't stand up for myself, I always feel so unhappy and I can tell that my other friends do to, I really don't know what I should do and I was wondering if anyone could give me some advice, thanks for reading btw