What it means to lose your one and only best friend ?

Some people push things way to far. I'm sorry for everyone that was impacted from this. The main priority you should be focusing on is self healing and setting your mind straight. One thing i could suggest is to stand up against bullying and do your best to prevent it in future. Alot of people have problems that their facing and helping them can literally make huge difference in peoples lives. So next time you see someone getting bullied be a role model and stick by their side, you would be surprised how much it can help them. Hope i was able to help you and i wish you and everyone the best.