Hi. I have been diagnosed with depression 3 months ago and am on medication I was in hospital for some time and it has been a month now since I been out. I thought I was getting better but I have all these nasty thought s like another me inside telling me to do things. I have started cutting again but not my arms my head and hands etc and I just love to see the blood running down my face . Also ive never been involved in crime before but recently have been doing some illegal things like sending threatnimg letters etc and I cant help myself its like I enjoy it and things have started to get worse I feel as though I want to hurt people or kill then . Is there something wrong with me?