So I've had crushes before you know (I'm a freshman in highschool) and all that I ever remember happening is feeling butterflies and excited. But I see this guy, yes I know him but just a little. The thing is my heart really feels like its going to beat out of my chest and I feel like I'm going to fall. I want everything for him like 1st place in a race or an A on a test I just want to see him happy. I make INTENSE eye contact with him all the time and its like his eyes are so beautiful (they're just dark brown lol) and I just want to look at them, everything disappears (cliche? I think so too) I don't pay attention to my friends when he's walking by. I dont even pay attention to his clothes except i really like it when he wears his tie dye thingy lol i just always try to look at his eyes. I literally think about him when I wake up and before I go to sleep. I'm scared and I want to ignore him so I look past him but at him if that makes sense. Help aide I really hope this is infatuation and I need to concentrate sometimes I just think about him and not listen I school and I have a 4.2 gpa I'm hoping to keep. He's a junior sooo yea