I don't think I am. I'm often feeling really bad and suicidal and get depressed and self harm etc. and mostly when I get out of shool and can feel the sun on my skin i am very very happy but the smallest things can make me see suicde as a logical thing to do. Then again I also feel so extremly happy sometimes that I could actually cry of happyness even tho there isn't a particular reason for me to be happy.
What exactly does bipolar mean? Does it kinda mean what I descrbed?
I don't wanna be an attetion seeking perso that complains how hard evrything is. I know that a lot of people are doing worse than me.
What is bipolar, am I bipolar?
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- 3+ months ago by hposugh
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- feeling, feel, depressed, suicidal, bad, self, self harm, bipolar
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That sounds like Bipolar to me. Being bipolar is when you have sudden random mood shifts from happy to despondent. You may also have some form of SAD, Seasonal Attitude Disorder, since you mentioned the sunlight part. It could also be vitamin D deficiency. And don't feel bad about this, go in and see your doctor about. Of course there's people worse than you, but that shouldn't mean you can't get the help you need. If at all you ever feel suicidal thoughts always go and seek help. Good luck!