I don't think I am. I'm often feeling really bad and suicidal and get depressed and self harm etc. and mostly when I get out of shool and can feel the sun on my skin i am very very happy but the smallest things can make me see suicde as a logical thing to do. Then again I also feel so extremly happy sometimes that I could actually cry of happyness even tho there isn't a particular reason for me to be happy.
What exactly does bipolar mean? Does it kinda mean what I descrbed?
I don't wanna be an attetion seeking perso that complains how hard evrything is. I know that a lot of people are doing worse than me.