Last night I dreamt I was on some sort of trip with my mom and we were in this building that was sort of a destination spot for the city we were in (though in my dream I could swear it was just a spiffied up version of my house). There was this large oval hole in the ceiling, and it made visible this pure white sky -almost like a piece of paper or a white dome over us. The white had a large hole within itself, full of jagged ends as though someone had broken through it, and past the wall of white was the most beautiful sight I ever saw. I could see the galaxy, with stars so abundant and whimsical colours twisting around. It was breath taking. I went to take a photo of my mom in front of it, though after I took the photo, I looked at it, and it was of a security guard. I looked up at him and he damanded my camera and erased the photo. When I looked up again at the hole in the ceiling; the hole in the sky.. The galaxy was gone, and the white wall was gone. Now there was a giant, beautifully detailed wooden pillar in front of me, leading up through the hole in the ceiling, and I could see that I was in the center of a giant marry-go-round. A fancy one at that. And I was an ant standing at its center, looking up. Later I craved photos of the galaxy but the ones that I did take did it no justice, for it looked like just the oval in the ceiling, coloured in black. I wanted to see it again so bad. What does my dream mean?
What does my dream mean?
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Is my dream spiritual in some way? I follow no religion but I have my own beliefs, and am looking to find a religion that suits me.
Also, everyone i know considers me a very happy, artistic person, though i have depression that overcomes me a lot lately and causes me to lose interest in all of my hobbies. is this a sign that it will lighten up?