I was forced to never talk/see him ever again. I promised I would move on and have fun, but my life got so hard that I nearly killed myself. I miss him so much! I've never felt this empty before! I'm alway locked up in my room and haven't been eating until it's night. What do I do in my room? I look at the pictures of me and him, hanging out. Our memories. [ No more with my life ]
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It's hard to give you advice as there is obviously an underlying reason to this person boycotting you.. But I can say this. corner them (i know this sounds stupid but) ... If you were as big of a deal to them as they are obviously are to you ... They will talk to you.
If you give them no control over the situation,
If you take matters into your own hands
Grab them and tell them how you have struggled to survive without their friendship
They will listen ...
And if they don't...
They don't deserve you !!!
Seriously ...
Don't hurt yourself because they refuse to talk to you. Prove to them that not talking to you was a mistake. Prove to them that they need you just as much as you need them.
Just remember this one little thing,
If you end your life or ruin your health because of a mishap, you will never have the chance to see your life get better ... And in whatever afterlife you believe in (heaven - hell - Elysium ?)... You will realise that you gave up just as things were going to get better ...
Do yourself a favour and get out of the house, eat, live, laugh and most importantly love what you do have (and don't you dare say that's nothing) ... You are missing so many opportunities being caught up on this one problem .....
As I said before, if they mean that much you will have to go out and get them. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. If they see you great :D But if they don't.. Hakuna matata... you didn't obviously need them :)
