I’m 16, I’ve had many dreams, but I can’t see any of them happen. I went to public school then online, and I've failed both. I feel like a failure. I wanted to email someone I’ve always dreamed of working for. But then started doubts, I look up to them. I wanted to travel and I had other career dreams. But I can’t see myself doing anything I've dreamed of, Moving to a different state or country, doing any of the dream jobs I've wanted, no college. All I see is myself being some deadbeat. I have anxiety and depression, if that helps. So what do I do now?