I have horrible things about her in my journal and it includes my love life..(A LOT about boys). It has a page where I'm explaining how rude she can be and stuff like that. It also has a page where I say I'm not going to eat over a certain amount of calories a day.. She gave me a mean look when I walked in from basketball practice. What do I do? What do you think she's thinking? I'm really nervous and scared. Please answer with whatever you have to say. Anything helps.