These two boys, X and Z. X was my first love, Z was his best friend that i used, to make him jealous. Z is also my bestfriend, They are bestfriends and it makes me mad tht they both dont have respect for eachother to not try and mess with me. X is recently my ex and Z was about 5 months ago. I love them both but should i should just stop talking to them? I tried with X but i can't im drawn to him, is it disrespectful that i continue a friendship with his bestfriend? im really not a hoe, just a girl who is confused.