I have severe social anxiety disorder, my friends and family are either busy or too far to come, and I don't want to be sitting at home, especially alone, on the one day I shouldn't have to be depressed and stressed out. I have no money, and I'm an utter failure when it comes to trying to get a date, or even talk to girls. Online dating sites don't help, and as far as I've been able to tell, most women are repulsed by me. The only thing I can think of is going to one of the bars that gives you one drink for your birthday and hope that someone, anyone, talks to me.