I’m having trouble with a guy, who I like,

I don’t think he likes me but I really like him and I’m trying to make myself better but I know it’s a waste of time, He’s really nice to me and we sit next to each other and talk constantly. I keep telling myself I’m not good enough cause I’m just a typical girl and its frustrating me cause I’m not exactly pretty and I’m chubby so I don’t really think I have a chance anyway.

We’re really good friends and we have been for a few months now, There’s 3 of us and only 3 other people know I like him and I can fully trust them so there’s nothing to worry about there but he’s even in my dreams and it really sucks cause I don’t think he likes me. We always do our work together along with the other 2 guys, He has really soft hair so that’s an excuse to touch his hair but he just moves his head away and re does his hair. I also hug him but he just squirms away witch is also another reason why I don’t think he likes me, sometimes he nudges me and says stuff likes its only me and him witch makes me feel happy but I don’t think that’s anything to get happy about, He laughs at a lot of what I say as well but so does the other two boys so I don’t think that means anything either. We sometimes hang out at lunch with his other friends but that’s nothing either. I don’t know what to do, should I just let him go or should I try? Is there any use? Can you PLEEASE help me ): I’m really confused; I would much appreciate it if you answered? (:

Thank you,