I was depressed for 5 years and now I'm not and only really feel happy 90% of the time and the other 9% I'm mad 1% of the time I'm sad or miss someone other emotions in general
the one time I missed her was when I smoked weed for the first time in a mouth and I was an everyday user and didn't ever expect to like being sober I mean from my best friend to my mother when I don't see them a long time or at least seem like so I don't miss them physically but mentally I do