I read up on "visitation dreams" and found out that the spouse you lost wont show up to you looking sick. But recently I had a dream of my cousin giving me a warning about the house we're moving into. He killed himself two years ago, the house we're moving into used to belong to him. When he comes to me in these dreams he doesn't look healthy. His skin is tight, his eyes are sunken in, and his voice is hoarse. I don't know how to take these dreams or what to make of them.