Am 24 and still a virgin out of my own wish because all the guys i have loved and dated had refused to dis-virgin me; saying i should leave it until when we get married. Then one thing or the other will make them or i relocate to another state or country where we will be unable to see each other again; then i will forget them in few months because i don't see them any more. I often fall in love with guys, but non had ever agreed to dis-virgin me. Now , i really want to dis-virgin because, i think its the reason why am too timid; but my present boyfriend likes kissing, romancing and touching my private part and i enjoy it very much; but when it comes to love making, he will say no, also suggestion i should leave it. Am a kind of person that gets irritated when a guy i don't love touches me . I cant make love to a man i don't love. So, pleeeeeeeeeese what do i do to make my boyfriend know how i fell about his refusal?