To pass freshman year you have to get 8 credits and I only got 2do I have to retake the entire year?

Everybody acts like it's your fault, but in fact the schools are failing. They do not teach anything you need to act like a normal person. Talk to your family to see if they will support you in something else. Take classes at the community college, get an afternoon job, and get started on a life. Of course that means you have to figure out for yourself what classes you need to take. Take acting and public speaking. Get "Dress For Success" by John Molloy and consider all the advice for students.
- Vocal skill will affect your earning power more than any other detail.
- Acting skill will get you a job offer even when you are not qualified for the job.
- The most important benefit you get from school is your address book.
- The difference between a successful person and a very successful person is that the latter knows hundreds more people, and knows them quite well.
- No school will teach you any of the above. They don't even teach how to do well in their school.
(About the clothes: he doesn't say expensive clothes.)

Here are a book and an essay to help you understand:
The Lost Tools of Learning www.gbt.org/text/sayers.html
The Underground History Of Public Education archive.lewrockwell.com/gatto/gatto-uhae-1.html