Thank-you for taking the time to read this, I appreciate it very much. Throughout my life there have always been weird things that have happened to me.For example, every once in a while I get a strange feeling and can tell when something may happen, like foreknowledge or instincts in when you are about to get hit. For example, back in middle school we were playing baseball and I was in the outfield. One thing that you should know about me is that I suck at sports. So back on topic, I was standing there waiting for someone to hit the ball my way and got bored after a while. Then I realized that my hand was in the air holding the baseball , but I never put it up there and never felt an impact. It was almost as if I blacked out and my body acted of it's own accord. That was one occurrence and two years passed leading to my main problem. I still can't explain it, but I hope someone can. So this was during my sophmore year of highschool and I got sick during the third week with the flu. So a few days went by and I began to feel much better and felt as if it was gone. I got up from watching tv and entered the kitchen. As soon as I entered a horrible feeling washed over my body. I can't explain it except that it was a dark and cold mixture feeling coarsing through me. Then my legs gave out and I crashed to my knees, but no pain. It felt as if gravity increased tenfold and my upper body began to fall over. I caught myself with my arms and was trying to move, but I couldn't I couldn't move my legs and the more I pushed with my arms the closer the floor got. I slowly got closer until the side of my face touched the could tile. and my arms spread out to my sides spread eagle. I was unable to move or talk and I have no idea how long this went on for. I was screaming in my head for someone to help and save me, but my parents weren't home. Eventually I could move my pointer finger and then my hand. My strength slowly came back as I felt I was fighting a monster with grasp on my soul. I got to my feet still hunched over and once I got my back straight, I felt as if the world was off my shoulders and I felt better than before. This has never occurred since then, but I'm scared that it will. This was three years ago and I still don't know. There is nothing more terrifying than not being able to do anything and watching the world. I really thank anyone that got this far and am grateful for taking time from your life to listen to me.
