I have terrible anxiety and once went on a school trip the traumatized me (this was 4 years ago) i really want to go and friends also want me to go as i haven't been on a trip with either of them. However i know that i will worry sooooo very much before the trip even starts. It's a lot of money and no refund. My mom says if i don't go we can put the money towards a nice family holiday but i just don't know anymore :/ it's frustrating cos i have only ever been away from home for sleepovers and i don't know how i will react to being away from my family for 6 nights. If you were in this situation what would you do?? I only have a few weeks to decide and i don't want to regret what ever decision I make.