... for check ups and my doctor is quite young.. Maybe 23/24 and he wasn't that good looking.. Well not my type but he was just so nice. Personality and everything the more I went there the more I liked him, we got on but obviously I'm his patient. I dreaded the last time I had to go there because I didn't have anything to look forward to every month, like seeing him and after the last time I saw him I felt like, one I had embarrassed myself and two he didn't really want to see me anymore... I know it sounds strange but it upset me for a long time. Any ways I knew his name and I looked it up on Instagram and found him, it's private so i was annoyed about that. But Im sad I'll never see him again because he's not my actual GP. I felt like I should just follow him but I feel as if he'll be weirded out by it. The fact I found him on Instagram and I've followed him, and then him like blocking me or something then that'll make me feel worse but it's been 2 weeks and I just can't get him out of my head, I think about it from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. What do I do? Please help