Basically I have been swimming for my swimming team for about 3 years now and I used to really love it and used to be so excited to go and now i just hate it and dread going. I stare at the clock during rests to see what time it finishes. Also I don't really like competing, I swim because I love to be in the water and it keeps me fit but now my new coach is trying to force us all into galas all the time and I really don't want to. Then my mum is saying ' oh I don't think your doing the right thing you will regret it" and she is just giving me doubts and it's so confusing!!!! Will I regret it??? Please help, I'm going a little mad