I have been frequently having problems with my mother.
She is a female truck driver although she doesn't look like one. But no matter what she does, I can't hate her. I can hate the things she does to my brother & I but I can't hate her.
CPS has been on our case for the past couple of years, on and off. She was recently told back in about November/ December that if she did not get my brother and I into the doctors we were being taken into custody of the state.
She cancelled our appointments a week later.
She talks crap about my Dad, but when my brother & I have a health problem she tells us to go to him, that that's the best bet. (Parents are divorced.)
Like right now, I am currently having health problems in my chest and she continuously brushed me off and sent me to go talk to my Dad about it.
Now, note: This issue is about my chest area. She should be the first person I go to about this considering it seems like a girl problem.
She's gone all week in a different state, then on weekends does what she wants. Talks crap about my Dad, and then sends my brother & I over there even if we don't feel like it so she can go on dates and go party.
She has her good moments. But lately, it's been bad.
My depression and anxiety actually got me sent to the ER (via police officer at school) and the only person who bothered showing up was my Dad. My Mom was on the road.
Every time I become depressed, she shrugs it off or says stuff that makes me feel worse. She takes disgusting pictures on her phone and sends it out to everyone, even if she barely knows who they are. Within a couple of days they have views of her entire body.
Because she decided to go drink instead of paying the rent on our house, which she said she was paying off but wasn't because I saw the eviction notice and the amount we owed which was about 1k, and our rent wasn't that expensive, we have moved four houses in the past year and switched three schools as well. Now we are residing at my Grandparent's which I am not enjoying whatsoever. Whenever I tell my Mom I don't want to be in this area, not saying I'm going to force her to move us back to where we previously lived but in general, she'll say, "screw my parents. screw your grandparents. we'll move back," because the supposed reason we're living with them is to help them.
She couldn't even help herself. How is she going to help them?
Anyways, all in all. Should I move in with my Dad?