I met a girl online and she wants to meet in real life. We get on well and we really like each other; we talk every day on Skype, but we have never seen each other, we do not know what each other looks like. I am not good-looking but I believe that she is, by societal standards.
I know from my 24 years of life experience that I am not desired by women, why should this one be any different when she sees me?
I am not horrendous, but I also know that girls never give me a second glance, I've never receive a complement on my looks in my entire life and girls are not interested in me with regards to physical appearance and frankly I could care less if these strangers are not interested; but this is different - I have got to know this girl beforehand and I have come to care about her. This could all be shattered if I meet her and she suddenly becomes uninterested because I am not tall, dark and handsome (I'm just tall).
Should I bother with this? I just see it ending in disappointment. I hate putting myself in a position where someone else has this power to say "yes" or "no" to me and walk away. I've had my whole life with insufferable, superficial women.
Should I meet her?
