Me and My boyfriend are getting married next year. He used to be such a sweetheart at the time he was trying to win me and I gave him everything, including the most valued thing a girl could have. I didn't even see a fault in it, cz even our parents knew about us and our marriage is fixed. The problem is that he is not what he showed me before. I mean, I'm a very romantic and dreamy person. I want attention, I want love and I do the same too. With all his charm, he showed me initially that I was the luckiest girl in the world. But now he doesn't even hold my hand. He says he loves me and he sure calls me often. But I'm suffering so much. I feel like he tricked me into liking him. Help me out please. What should I do? I'm an Asian, so I worry about my lost virginity too. It's like killing me from inside....