To summarize all of this ive been physically,mentally,verbally, andsexually abused for 4 years now. I just got out of that situation but there isnt 1 day that goes by when i dont think about it and cry. Im a 14 year old girl. Plus im anorexic and bipolar. Im sick of life. I just want it to end. Please dont say anything hateful. Ive had enough of that for 4 years.
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things may not be okay right now, but it will get better, maybe not today or tomorrow but it will eventually! please don't do it! explore all of your options and possibilities, maybe there's centers or people you can talk to, by killing yourself think of all the people you'll be affecting. stay strong!
Killing yourself isnt a solution in fact it's a way to allow all those people who have hurt you and let you down win. You need look at yourself ( I mean really look at yourself) and see that you, despite everything that has happen, deserve to win. To not give into the hand pushing you down. It probably doesn't mean much comming from a stranger but just the fact that you asked the question shows me you still have some fight in you. You have made it this far, you had the will, the strength to get out of bed today, so do it again. Don't let the worlds scum win, stand up tall and show the world that you are a fighter. I struggled for 6 years with suicidal thoughts and serious depression but what kept me going was the fact that I wasn't going to let ANYONE take life and all it's riches away from me, I wasn't going to allow people who didn't deserve the time of day to take away what was mine and you shouldn't either. It's not going to be easy but if helps to have friends supporting you and to have a goal in the future, mine was to travel to India, start small like eating two times day, then increase more and more untill you get to a larger goal like graduating from high school with higher than a 3.0gpa. And if you ever feel as though you don't have friends to support you then I'll be your support. Just know when you choose life you never stand alone.
Come on my dear, killing?????? hey stand on your feet & yes hell with the life of the culprit, that is the answer, whatever tiny you may be & believe in GOD, yes the almighty is there and believe in GOD to the core of your heart, If GOD is beside you nobody in this world can harm you, only you will have to surrender to the GOD, that's the only answer. come on belive in yourself and GOD.
NO, killing yourself is a LAST resort, like the last thing you do if theres nothing left to do. Ive been there, and im only 14 too, exept i havent been sexually abused. Ive lived my 14 years just like you and i know how you feel. I have unstable depression, i have anger problems, im bipolar, im slowly slipping into insanity, ive suffered almost every second of my life always getting kicked out of my house and getting the cops called on me, my own blood mother says she hates me daily as she relentlessly yells at me, my family hates me because thier all christian and im scared of christians. I never let all this crap bother me though, i couldnt care less what anyone thinks of me, and anyone who knows me would know not to mess with me. If someone hurts you, you have permission to hurt them back, and what happens, happens. Its the past, you can move on now hun. Just be glad your still alive now. It will get better if you just keep going.
Suicide is never the answer. I'd rather live a life that could get better then have no life at all. I bet that there are millions of counsellers who would help you for free, and that everything will get better. I read in a magazine that there are pills that you can take that can erase painful memories forever. Imagine all the things that you could do in the future. You might have your dream job or be a famous celebrity, so please, don't kill yourself!