what to do when I feel sad almost all the time? I feel like each day is a chore. Even things that should be fun...I can't find much that makes me happy in this life. I have had such a hard and lonely life and so much terrible ghastly luck. I have no family anymore, I have few friends - I am sick and awaiting an operation in 4 weeks - I am financially broke...and many more awful things happened to me. how to not feel alone when I have such a lonely life? how to not feel sad when Ive had such a harsh horrible life? I don't believe medication is the answer? I have tried before and it did nothing...but maybe I should try it again. Ive tried and tried to turn things around - hope - and work towards goals - but none of my goals have really succeeded yet (Im in music, and it's hard to get anywhere in music, and hard to make money too). please offer some advice?