I started sixthform and i didnt like that because i rushed into the option i had taken and realised i had picked ones irrelevant for me which would give me no benefits for my future career. I then started a job as a butchers assistant just for the money sake until i found something else which i have now, the apprenticeship. Its a pattisserie apprenticeship and i started last monday and ive been there a week and the hours are 24 hours a week. Every night before i went there i sat in my bed honestly dreading to go and when i got there it wasnt so bad just well boring, its more of a production line than baking, all they do is put the ingredients in the mixure and thats about it i just feel like the day drags and if i hate it this much now i honestly dread the rest of the weeks. They asked me if i enjoyed it on thursday and i couldnt bare saying no because i felt guilty, i think of others before myself. Im think about going to college and studying business as that gives of various caeera and will give me more time to actually think of what i want to do in the future, also how do i go about quitting? What do i say? When do i say it? And will i leave on the same day?