I live pretty far away from the nearest city. I don't have the gas money to go in. The ptsd and anxiety make things difficult, but I know I can learn to deal with them if given the chance. I've already made a lot of progress with both, but I don't have any money now. I just need the money to get things going, so I can actually go out and get myself set up and looking for work. It'd be hard, like I said, but I've lost my entire childhood to abuse and it's after affects, and a chunk of my adult life too. I don't want to lose anymore. I want to fight this and learn to be a functioning member of the community. Is there any way to get a little money, to get some financial aid just get me going?