It is really hard for me to talk about my feelings so I will explain as easy as possible. I don't talk about how I am feeling, and every time there's a problem, I get upset and cry about it, then get upset about everything in my life, and push it all to the side. This happens on repeat multiple times all the time. I have pushed my feelings aside for so long that I don't know how to feel anymore and push everyone and everything that's not me and what I want to the side. I'm not a horrible person but I am being one because I can't sort out my problems. It's affecting my relationships and I don't know what to do because every time I think about a problem I just get so upset about it and push it to the side again, and not actually think about the problem. Help me please.