I am all alone out here .. I have overcome (not reeally and not fully) a traumatic incident?.. in my life only now .. and whenever i am alone i feel that pops up in my mind .. i dont and i cant believe in god any more ..please suggest me some way to hold on to god or some force or i will really feel let down ..


please understand : dont tell me to listen to music , or read books .. because i ve crossed all those interests and now i feel nullified and empty .. i want to believe in god but my circumstances and reason dont allow me .. moroever i feel that if there really was a god he wud not have allowed something terrible to happen to me .. please help .. i m crying out here . :(