I felt like this last night, today, tonight and I have a feeling that I'm going to feel like this every night. So what I'm talking about is what I felt last night, today and tonight (now) I have mixed emotions, I feel upset for no reason, I want everything perfect, I want complete silence (apart from music), I can't think straight, I can't stop fiddling or moving, I want to break things apart, I want to bite things, and I can't stop tapping fast. Please help. I don't want anyone to know.